My Feelings…..

My gosh… I am just dying right now. Like my friends last post, I feel a little suicidal right. I mean…. maybe some of my friends would be happier if I just left. It just make things so much more simple, for I’m caught in a situation I would never even dream of being in. I never thought it actually happen to me. I feel this is too personal to expose for me but I just have to say…. I’m terribly sorry to those who are involved. Whatever the outcome may be, just know that I am deeply sorry for even letting this happen. Both of you who know what I’m talking about, thank you for helping me get through this and supporting me in my decisions.

My Misery

It is boring….so ENTIRELY BORING!! With absolutely nothing to do, I decided to post here… also because only a few people know I have this.

But yea… my life has been soooo hectic. Well not neccessarily but it has been difficult these past few days. My one of my best friends (bestest buddy as we call each other) just moved to D.C.  He left me here all by my lonesome. I know you’re probably thinking: “Friends come and go. Just get on with life.” Well, easy for you to say. Best buddy and I became very tight-knit in the 2 short months we’ve known each other. Of course though, we both know each other all thanks to his (ex) girlfriend, whom is one of my best friends. We walked everywhere together from class to class. We didn’t have classes together but they were always really close by so we figured “what the heck”. But now….. it feels so weird walking down the hallways all alone and not being able to talk to best buddy. Plus Best Buddy gave the best hugs I’ve ever had. So I miss Best Buddy a lot.

Good news is that Best Buddy will be coming back to visit in December! I can’t wait!! ^O^ Now I just have to get through the hard part….. waiting. :T

sorry my blog is boring. im too lazy to do anything. maybe after someone does it for me i’ll fix it.

 

And no matter what it is boring.

Summer Fun

Ok, school is like a pain in the butt. We have new “block” schedules and 80 minute classes!! And some of the homework is ridiculous. I even have CPR class in health.

Hello world!

My life is still boring. But i have something to look forward to in the future b/c i got a present~!